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Grief Desk

Blue Jays Begin Autopsy vs Nick Lodolo and Reds

The playoff chase is gone. Now the Reds arrive, and the Blue Jays have to start sorting through what is left.

The season did not end with a grand crash.

It ended with a dull administrative stamp.

According to recent reporting, Wednesday’s 4-2 loss in Baltimore officially eliminated the Blue Jays from playoff contention. That is the sentence now sitting on top of everything else, making even the schedule feel less like a schedule and more like paperwork.

Friday brings the Cincinnati Reds to Toronto.

Nick Lodolo is listed for Cincinnati.

No Toronto probable pitcher is listed.

That blank space feels almost too fitting.

The Blue Jays are 77-82, with a .484 winning percentage, a 3-7 mark over their last ten, an L3 streak, and 5th place in the division beside their name.

Those are not dramatic numbers.

They are colder than that.

They are the kind of numbers that do not argue. They simply wait for you to stop pretending.

The standings stopped pretending first

There is a particular cruelty in being eliminated before the season physically ends.

The games continue.

The uniforms are still laid out.

The scoreboard still lights up.

The opposing pitcher still has a name, and Friday’s name is Nick Lodolo.

But the central question has changed.

It is no longer whether the Blue Jays can drag themselves into October. That door is closed.

Now the question is what, exactly, we have been watching for 159 games.

Through those 159 games, Toronto has scored 636 runs, at 4 runs per game, with a .248 batting average, a .692 OPS, and 150 home runs.

There are facts in there that look respectable if you hold them at the right angle.

There is also the lived experience of waiting for this offense to arrive before the ninth inning, before the deficit hardens, before the other team has already done enough.

That was Wednesday.

That has been too much of the season.

Wednesday wrote the first page of the report

The Blue Jays did not lose 4-2 to Baltimore because the Orioles buried them under a mountain.

Baltimore had 4 hits.

Baltimore left 1 on base.

That should be a manageable amount of damage.

It was not.

In the bottom of the first, CJ Van Eyk was on the mound when Christian Encarnacion-Strand singled on a line drive to left fielder Davis Schneider. Pete Alonso scored. Coby Mayo scored.

Then Colton Cowser doubled, his 9th, on a fly ball to shortstop Ernie Clement, deflected by Schneider. Encarnacion-Strand scored.

Three runs in the first.

The game immediately became a hill.

In the bottom of the fourth, Encarnacion-Strand homered, his 11th, on a fly ball to left field off Van Eyk.

Four Baltimore runs.

That was all the Orioles needed.

Van Eyk’s line was 5.0 innings, 4 earned runs, and 2 strikeouts.

Chase Lee gave 1.2 innings with 0 earned runs and 3 strikeouts. Brendan Cellucci gave 1.1 innings with 0 earned runs.

The staff total was 4 earned runs and 5 strikeouts.

Not a disaster movie.

Just enough damage to end the season’s last argument.


The ninth inning was not a pulse

Davis Schneider’s ninth-inning home run was a good swing.

It deserves to be called that.

In the top of the ninth, off Félix Bautista, Schneider homered, his 5th, on a fly ball to left field. Sean Keys scored.

That made it 4-2.

It did not make it a comeback.

It made the previous eight innings louder.

Toronto finished with 6 hits and 0 errors. The Blue Jays left 6 on base. Nathan Lukes went 2-for-4. Schneider went 1-for-2 with the homer and 2 RBI. Sean Keys, Myles Straw, and Alejandro Kirk each had a hit.

Those details matter.

They also do not rescue the shape of the night.

Ernie Clement went 0-for-3. Charles McAdoo went 0-for-3. Josh Smith went 0-for-4. Kazuma Okamoto went 0-for-4.

Nobody needs to be blamed as a person.

But the box score is still allowed to be sad.

A team cannot wait eight innings to produce its only scoring swing, then act surprised when the math looks exhausted.

The Reds opener is not a fresh start

Friday is not a clean page.

It is the first page after the verdict.

The Reds are not arriving as a symbol. They are arriving as the next opponent, at home, with Lodolo listed to pitch.

For the Blue Jays, this is where the autopsy begins in public.

Who can still give a useful at-bat?

Who can still take an inning and make it boring in the best way?

Who looks like part of the next honest version of this team, and who is only here because the calendar has not run out yet?

The playoff chase is over.

That does not mean the games are empty.

It means the meaning has changed, and it has changed into something less forgiving.

Wednesday gave the diagnosis: early damage, late offense, another loss, and a series summary that says Lost 4 of 4 vs the Baltimore Orioles.

Friday begins the examination.

No confetti.

No miracle arithmetic.

Just the Reds, the Blue Jays, and the quiet work of figuring out how a season with this many chances ended here.

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